OMG! it's never really worth taking the cheap way out. Installed a free internet security thing and it messed my new darling computer UP! after a million tries and restoring my system a million light years back... I AM BACK!mUAHAHAHA.
Common @ the highline Friday. I had a teenage crush on him, When '
Like Water for Chocolate' was released which hiphop/r'n'b girl in Europe didn't? It came out the same year as Jill Scott released her first. Crushes like that are created in that age and meant to stay that age (
I thought I was Jill Scott at that age too...in every word and every song, I was a grown woman, with grown problems and was going to take my rings of and knock that girls face out!) A part of me felt sad that I didn't get to see him when I was there, that teenager, when I was Jill Scott... it would have made it so magical. I don't know how I managed to avoid to see him live for so many years.
At the concert I started to smile, I started to reminisce about when I lived in Malmoe (Sweden) and Raphael Saadiq preformed there at the 'Jeriko'(a church remixed into venue for sinful dance and music) ... after that all the girls in the city was TOTALLY convinced that they were his baby-mama... I experienced my friend getting teary in a cafe because another friend said- no, no, no SHE indeed was the mother baring his children (observe: I know for a fact that they hadn't been 'groupies', they where never closer to him than a concert.... I don't think this man is aware of how many Swedish imaginary kids he has out there somewhere .lol). It was a very magical concert and those 2 hours are very dear to my heart. I felt like I got a hint of how women/girls were fainting left and right at Beatles concerts back in the days when my dad was young.
*My dad has this story about how the neighbor's daughters had been grounded and prohibited from seeing them live, the Beatles. It was devilish and nothing they should get involved with.What happened? they went anyways, snuck out at night. Next morning their faces and 2 more girls appeared on the front of the morning newspaper
.... Raphael.... I remember the impact that stayed in the city after that... for weeks ... everyone loved this man for giving them a sweaty, pure, not-an-ordinary-day, sold out concert,
To see Common live ... it reminded me of that little part. Where do you loose that? ... I don't know... age? stress? too-many-impressions-in-life-so-you-are-just-pessimistic-about-everything? When
Queen Latifah got on stage as a secret appearance it felt surreal. Yes I am an entertainer BUT! it's so bullshit when people express that only because you are an '
artist', you can't be impressed or emotionally-in-pressed by someone... that is showing total lack of strength. Are you kidding me? I love to see things as a fan still, I want to continue to enjoy my life, everything doesn't have to be analysed, criticized, sized up ... it can be left as it is? ... right there in that moment... right in that time?... It's ok people, go ahead ENJOY your life. And to all you others... Keep your posses and boring un-emotional lifes to your self. ..If I'm in the corner.... it's because I don't know how to be... I'm socially weird..nothing else. Why are you there?
I loved the moment when
Twilite Tone stepped up from the audience and danced-locked-grinded-poped and what-not for 2-3 minutes. I didn't even know that he could do that! There is apparently a youtube clip somewhere floating around of him doing the dance for 5 minutes or more in some other city... haven't found it yet, if you see it.. let me know will ya'? Sorry if the rambling got heavy tonight.
Love you / Kissey